{"id":7559,"date":"2021-02-02T06:58:46","date_gmt":"2021-02-02T14:58:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/?p=7559"},"modified":"2021-04-28T21:28:27","modified_gmt":"2021-04-29T04:28:27","slug":"composers-sketchbook-track-38-what-im-not-alternate-take","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/composers-sketchbook-track-38-what-im-not-alternate-take\/","title":{"rendered":"A Composer&#8217;s Sketchbook | The 1970s Track 38 | What I&#8217;m Not (alternate take)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"300\" data-attachment-id=\"7375\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/composers-sketchbook-track-1-whats-so-wrong-with-suicide\/composers-sketchbook-background\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"580,300\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Composers Sketchbook Background\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background-300x155.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-7375\" srcset=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background.jpg 580w, https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/Composers-Sketchbook-Background-300x155.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/Track-38.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>This is a pretty lame attempt to fashion a complete song out of the few stanza&#8217;s I had previously written.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You&#8217;ll find a complete commentary on this song noted on the original take <a href=\"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/composers-sketchbook-track-36-what-im-not\/\">here<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Here are the lyrics:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My mind cries all alone within my body,<br>but still the tears don\u2019t show.<br>And I just want to tell you that I\u2019m slowly,<br>losing touch with all I know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So foot in front of foot I make my way,<br>across the crowded vibes of thought.<br>Trying to separate conflicting images,<br>That tell me what I\u2019m not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Music written and recorded in the early 1970s<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is a pretty lame attempt to fashion a complete song out of the few stanza&#8217;s I had previously written. You&#8217;ll find a complete commentary on this song noted on the original take here. Here are the lyrics: My mind cries all alone within my body,but still the tears don\u2019t show.And I just want to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7559","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musical-compositions"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paauzo-1XV","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7559","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7559"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7559\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7857,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7559\/revisions\/7857"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7559"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7559"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/storymind.com\/melanie\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7559"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}